i don't know how to contain this passion within me. God is so incredible. i have felt so different in the past five days than i ever have before. i can feel the Spirit of God with me all the time. which is amazing. the thing is- i don't know what to do with it. i feel ready to burst!

obviously it's a good thing. and i know what to do with it. i know that it's overflowing within me so that others can partake as well. but, well, its just the way to go about it that i'm not sure of. i guess the only thing i can do is thank God and ask Him to give me opportunities to serve Him and do His will. 

there are so many things that are up in the air in my life right now. and it's so scary, yet so exciting. after christmas day my life is pretty much an open book. its one of the scariest things that i've ever had to do. yet,  at the same time, i know that my God is with me. i know that every step is planned out.