change.
it's a funny thing. i have a love/hate relationship with the concept of change.

my life has changed so much in the period of a year. and i am so completely happy that i have changed as a person. that God has changed me. this exact time last year was probably the lowest, worst time in my life. no exaggeration.

and here i am now. in the place that God wants me to be. striving to be the girl God wants me to be.
i am astounded by His love and grace.

london for 10 days was incredible. one of the most challenging experiences i've probably had- but one of the greatest as well. i am incredibly emotionally drained- but He is filling me up again. His love is what i'm living for.

i am blessed. i have said that countless times in this blog, but it's so true. i have three homes, and three families.

somehow coming back to california is good. i am at peace and i know that i'm in the right place doing the right thing. and i'm excited for what's to come. and i am beyond thankful for the people that God has put in my life. and even more thankful for the trials that i've had to go through to get me through to this place.

i don't know what's in store. and it may be hard. and there will be change. and i will change. but He is sovereign. and merciful. and loving.

when my eyes are fastened on Him- nothing else matters.