you know that feeling when you really, really like someone and you haven't seen them in a while? or maybe you had a relationship and broke up? then you suddenly hear a song that reminds you of them, or a memory of a fun night pops into your head, or you drive by the place you first met them?
you know that feeling when your heart starts pounding and your stomach starts to hurt?

that's how i feel about london. every time i hear a story, facebook status, see a picture, or am reminded of a time i had there. and its been almost a year since i was last there.

seriously, it's like i fell in love with a city instead of a boy.
my life really did take a turn that i never expected.

now i'm just not sure what to do with that.